16 March 2007 @ 02:04 am
cancer fics. aka go away floppy penis, said brian.  
I'd say today could suck the ass of your choosing, but giving it ass seems more like a reward. Today doesn't deserve ass suckage, as it is good and hot and makes pretty gay boys' toes curl. Grrr, today. No ass for you!

So, I curled up with some Nutella and read all the cancer fic I have bookmarked to feel better. Oh, yeah, I said it! I read angsty S4 cancer fic to feel better!

Yes, I am a freak alfdasj.

But the h/c! I am its bitch, we all know this. Plus, it's been proven - resisting the total BFFness of Brian and Ted is against the laws of the universe. I suspect lightening will strike your tender parts if you try. I even like Michael, bad advice and bean spilling and all, and when he loses it on the floor with Brian, it's just such an honest, heart-rending reaction, I tear up every. single. time. And chicken soup and chest kisses and scars and nightmares and post-op sex! 'Nough said. *sniff*

And then, while I licked my fingers clean of hazelnutty goodness for the hundredth time, I decided putting all the links in a single post would be handier than my 23124468149761 messy bookmarks and, hey, everyone could share in the cancer fic luv with me. ♥

Get your own Nutella though. Ree don't share, yo.



Justin loves his one-balled Squishy. Look at that shoulder grip. :((

LAST UPDATED: June 29, 2012

NOTES: Some links lead to InsaneJournals, private websites and the Queer Eyes Archive. Some are drabbles. And I must thank my little fic angel, [personal profile] nolyana, for all her help. ♥

A Necessary Fluid by [profile] burnitbackwards
A Trick Of The Light by [profile] mojokitten
Acquiesce by [personal profile] bigboobedcanuck
After the Fact by [personal profile] maiaj
And If You Disappear by [profile] ellyrianna
And In Health by [personal profile] ragingpixie
At Kinnetik by [personal profile] xie_xie_xie
At My Window by [profile] tweedygal
Balance by [personal profile] xhaleslowly
Bleed To Love Him by [profile] mclachlan
Brian Kinney Does Not Believe in God by [profile] reizaine
Broken by [personal profile] xhaleslowly
Cancer Fic by [profile] negativeerin & [profile] cheapfcuk
Chicken Soup Is Good For the Soul by [personal profile] punkdoc
Comfort by frantic_quest
Comfort by [profile] lindtti
Comfort by [personal profile] xhaleslowly
Crayons or here by [profile] yoursweater
Disease by [profile] spuzz
Divergence Series by [personal profile] ragingpixie 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7
Diversion by [personal profile] frantic_quest
Echoes by [profile] cherry_kiss_8
Evidence by [profile] methan_ol
Five Wrong Endings by [personal profile] julad
Going To Ibiza by [profile] zortrana
Hear Me Out by [profile] ellyrianna
Heartburn by [personal profile] frantic_quest
Hold On by [profile] lardencelover
Hold Your Head High, Heavy Heart by [personal profile] alasse (formerly [personal profile] arlad)
Holding Your Breath by [personal profile] xhaleslowly
I Love You by [personal profile] akintay
Idle Chatter by [personal profile] frantic_quest
If This Isn't Love by [personal profile] allie_quixotic
Justin's Scrapbook by [profile] knittedshadow
Know Something Easy by [personal profile] sweetestdrain
Life Support by [personal profile] etharei
Love Like Blood by [profile] severina2001
Louder Than Words by [profile] otakuraven
Mending by [personal profile] silentlywrecked
Mental Checklist by [profile] itwaslovetome
Never Let Go by [profile] severina2001
Nightmare (or at drabylon) by [personal profile] moongirl24
No Cure For Cancer by [profile] sparkledark
Not Going Anywhere by [personal profile] besame_bj
Not To Notice by [personal profile] quinn222
Of Consequence and Missed Opportunities by [profile] _kiden
Out of Synch by [personal profile] xhaleslowly
Pain's Hold (or at qaf_drabbles) by [personal profile] etharei
Promises by [personal profile] vamphile
Reconciliation by [profile] twistinside82
Reflection by [personal profile] happier_bunny
Robes and Revelations by [personal profile] rromantic
Sex and Sleep by [profile] negativeerin
Show Me That Smile by [personal profile] noteverything
Side Effects by [profile] sakesushimaki <--NEW
Silent Vigil by frantic-quest
Small Servings by [profile] joesther
So Close by [profile] ellyrianna
So What by [profile] jaded_optimism
Someone To Lean On by [profile] keisha7
Sometimes, Always by [personal profile] alasse (formerly [personal profile] arlad)
Sounds of Silence by [profile] galedreamer
Stirrings by [personal profile] qaffangyrl
Sunshine by [profile] ahaw9913
Susurrus by [personal profile] etharei
Symmetry by [personal profile] silentlywrecked
Ten Turns to Trust by [personal profile] etharei
The Documents by [personal profile] soundczech
The One I Love by [profile] negativeerin
The Mark (or at qaf-challenges) by [personal profile] tigbit
Things That Used To Be by [personal profile] windtossed
Things We Don’t Understand and Are Definitely Not Going to Talk About by [profile] sakesushimaki
Through The Seasons: Hearts and Flowers by [profile] severina2001
Through The Seasons: Sleepy by [profile] severina2001
To Notice by [personal profile] quinn222
Truth Blown Gutter by [profile] tweedygal
Untitled by [profile] mojokitten
Untitled by [profile] oniris
Untitled by [personal profile] qaffangyrl
Untitled by [personal profile] seperis
Untitled by [profile] silent_seas
Untitled by [personal profile] windtossed
Variations on a Theme: Cuddling or Something Like It by [personal profile] jule1122
What You Need / What We Have by [personal profile] xhaleslowly
Wordsworth Series by [personal profile] bigboobedcanuck 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6
Where I'm Needed Most by [profile] severina2001
You’re Only as Old as You Feel by [profile] qafanfic

And my own, cos I can. ;))

The Follow-Through by me


And then I ran out of fic. Woe. WOE, I SAY. Got any I missed? *flirts*
 
 
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[identity profile] nolyana.livejournal.com on January 14th, 2008 07:46 am (UTC)
I know, I know! Nuff already! But, just, check this out. Not really a ficcie, but... *sobs*... *goes to work with red teary eyes*

http://bitchesofbritin.insanejournal.com/13642.html#cutid1

over and out.
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on January 17th, 2008 08:05 am (UTC)
My heart hurts. In a totally good way. *sobs*
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[identity profile] nolyana.livejournal.com on March 8th, 2008 10:29 pm (UTC)
Awwww!! Pwease, don't cwy, wuv! I have a widdle dwabble by the fabulous [livejournal.com profile] vamphile here:

http://vamphile.insanejournal.com/40261.html#cutid1

Also, Reeface, what, exactly, is Gale doing to Randy's fingers/hand here?:

http://youtube.com/watch?v=gEArIXmheyQ

OMG!! So close, and chatting and almost breathing each others air and so married. Yes. :D

Better now, love? *♥*


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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on March 11th, 2008 07:18 am (UTC)
Ooo, thank you, sweets! I don't get over to IJ much at all, so I totally would've missed this if not for you. :X

Hee, I love that clip. :D Gale has the table's candle and is using a match to melt/dribble wax on Randy's fingers. Even when bored, they're adorable together aksldja. ♥

SO MUCH BETTER NOW! :D :D :D *tackles you*
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[identity profile] nolyana.livejournal.com on March 11th, 2008 08:01 am (UTC)
Gale has the table's candle and is using a match to melt/dribble wax on Randy's fingers

o.O!! Boy, that sure sounds hot. To be a fly on their bedroom wall while they do just that and much, much more to each other ... of course, being bored and all ... ;)

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[identity profile] nolyana.livejournal.com on April 5th, 2008 09:47 pm (UTC)
Funny, this one was a gift from kj user="ellyrianna">to you and you forgot to put it on your listy. Tsk!! ;b

http://ellyrianna.livejournal.com/62040.html
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[identity profile] nolyana.livejournal.com on April 4th, 2008 09:37 am (UTC)
Ree? Where are you, precious? Come and play, kay? And here:

It's a wee ficlet called Hear me out. by [livejournal.com profile] ellyrianna :

http://ellyrianna.livejournal.com/50448.html
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[identity profile] nolyana.livejournal.com on May 21st, 2008 06:52 am (UTC)
Here comes another one. Called I know. Do tell me when you had "enough", kay? :) :

http://community.livejournal.com/bjfic/1112895.html


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[identity profile] nolyana.livejournal.com on June 16th, 2008 06:40 pm (UTC)
Yet another!! Ain't you just happy imma around ;)?

http://scoobygang8.livejournal.com/8003.html?view=59715#t59715

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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on June 17th, 2008 07:36 am (UTC)
I'm so, so grateful for you being around, you have no idea, my little fic angel! ♥ I've grabbed your last few recs, will update. THANK YOU SO MUCH! :X :X :X
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[identity profile] nolyana.livejournal.com on June 18th, 2008 07:59 pm (UTC)
*turns 3 shades of red*

You are most welcome, Reeface! *kisses*

Here is a wee sad drabble. Meep!

http://asylums.insanejournal.com/qaf_drabbles/424279.html
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on June 19th, 2008 06:26 am (UTC)
Oh, gosh, that was sad, wasn't it? *sniff* Hurts so good. Thank you for the link, angel. *smooches*
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[identity profile] nolyana.livejournal.com on June 22nd, 2008 08:51 pm (UTC)
*nods*

The Ibiza scene is just...

http://jule1122.insanejournal.com/12917.html
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on June 26th, 2008 06:33 am (UTC)
*CRIES* Oh, god, that scene breaks me every time! *clings to you*
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[identity profile] nolyana.livejournal.com on June 23rd, 2008 06:05 pm (UTC)
This one: Louder than words. over here:

http://www.queereyes.net/ltw.html

The last bit just broke me. Oh!!
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on June 26th, 2008 06:28 am (UTC)
OMG. Justin holding Brian's hand and then B breaking down. :((((((

Good catch on this one, bless you!

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[identity profile] nolyana.livejournal.com on June 25th, 2008 06:53 pm (UTC)
Here comes another one. You just ask me to stop and I'll, um, think about it? ;)

Schmoop ahoy! Small Servings:

http://www.queereyes.net/ss.html
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on June 26th, 2008 06:27 am (UTC)
Don't you dare try and stop! ;D

*clings*

Thank you, angel!
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[identity profile] nolyana.livejournal.com on June 26th, 2008 07:00 pm (UTC)
*stickses to you like a gum on a shoe* er, you know what I mean :).

I put a linkie to your list in my info page, Reecious. Me hope you don't mind. And thank you; ever so, love *smoochies*
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on August 5th, 2008 10:17 am (UTC)
How sweet! I don't mind at all. :D
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[identity profile] nolyana.livejournal.com on September 8th, 2008 08:04 am (UTC)
http://asylums.insanejournal.com/qaf_scavenger/21268.html

:)
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[identity profile] nolyana.livejournal.com on July 15th, 2008 05:05 pm (UTC)
http://community.livejournal.com/bjfic/1313469.html?view=9010365&style=mine#t9010365

Bwian is sick. Jussie makes it kinda better :).
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[identity profile] nolyana.livejournal.com on August 4th, 2008 05:13 pm (UTC)
Robes and revelations:

http://rromantic.livejournal.com/64221.html

*big sobses*

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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on August 5th, 2008 10:18 am (UTC)
*sniffs* Thank you!
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[identity profile] nolyana.livejournal.com on August 5th, 2008 08:14 pm (UTC)
There, there!! *rubses back*

Here; another 2 drabbles!! Oh the love!! So precious, Noly cannot stand! *sniffses*

http://asylums.insanejournal.com/qaf_drabbles/480611.html?view=5364835#t5364835
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(no subject) - [identity profile] nolyana.livejournal.com on September 14th, 2008 06:20 pm (UTC)
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(no subject) - [identity profile] nolyana.livejournal.com on October 30th, 2008 09:07 pm (UTC)
(no subject) - [identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on October 31st, 2008 08:09 pm (UTC)
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