16 March 2007 @ 02:04 am
cancer fics. aka go away floppy penis, said brian.  
I'd say today could suck the ass of your choosing, but giving it ass seems more like a reward. Today doesn't deserve ass suckage, as it is good and hot and makes pretty gay boys' toes curl. Grrr, today. No ass for you!

So, I curled up with some Nutella and read all the cancer fic I have bookmarked to feel better. Oh, yeah, I said it! I read angsty S4 cancer fic to feel better!

Yes, I am a freak alfdasj.

But the h/c! I am its bitch, we all know this. Plus, it's been proven - resisting the total BFFness of Brian and Ted is against the laws of the universe. I suspect lightening will strike your tender parts if you try. I even like Michael, bad advice and bean spilling and all, and when he loses it on the floor with Brian, it's just such an honest, heart-rending reaction, I tear up every. single. time. And chicken soup and chest kisses and scars and nightmares and post-op sex! 'Nough said. *sniff*

And then, while I licked my fingers clean of hazelnutty goodness for the hundredth time, I decided putting all the links in a single post would be handier than my 23124468149761 messy bookmarks and, hey, everyone could share in the cancer fic luv with me. ♥

Get your own Nutella though. Ree don't share, yo.



Justin loves his one-balled Squishy. Look at that shoulder grip. :((

LAST UPDATED: June 29, 2012

NOTES: Some links lead to InsaneJournals, private websites and the Queer Eyes Archive. Some are drabbles. And I must thank my little fic angel, [personal profile] nolyana, for all her help. ♥

A Necessary Fluid by [profile] burnitbackwards
A Trick Of The Light by [profile] mojokitten
Acquiesce by [personal profile] bigboobedcanuck
After the Fact by [personal profile] maiaj
And If You Disappear by [profile] ellyrianna
And In Health by [personal profile] ragingpixie
At Kinnetik by [personal profile] xie_xie_xie
At My Window by [profile] tweedygal
Balance by [personal profile] xhaleslowly
Bleed To Love Him by [profile] mclachlan
Brian Kinney Does Not Believe in God by [profile] reizaine
Broken by [personal profile] xhaleslowly
Cancer Fic by [profile] negativeerin & [profile] cheapfcuk
Chicken Soup Is Good For the Soul by [personal profile] punkdoc
Comfort by frantic_quest
Comfort by [profile] lindtti
Comfort by [personal profile] xhaleslowly
Crayons or here by [profile] yoursweater
Disease by [profile] spuzz
Divergence Series by [personal profile] ragingpixie 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7
Diversion by [personal profile] frantic_quest
Echoes by [profile] cherry_kiss_8
Evidence by [profile] methan_ol
Five Wrong Endings by [personal profile] julad
Going To Ibiza by [profile] zortrana
Hear Me Out by [profile] ellyrianna
Heartburn by [personal profile] frantic_quest
Hold On by [profile] lardencelover
Hold Your Head High, Heavy Heart by [personal profile] alasse (formerly [personal profile] arlad)
Holding Your Breath by [personal profile] xhaleslowly
I Love You by [personal profile] akintay
Idle Chatter by [personal profile] frantic_quest
If This Isn't Love by [personal profile] allie_quixotic
Justin's Scrapbook by [profile] knittedshadow
Know Something Easy by [personal profile] sweetestdrain
Life Support by [personal profile] etharei
Love Like Blood by [profile] severina2001
Louder Than Words by [profile] otakuraven
Mending by [personal profile] silentlywrecked
Mental Checklist by [profile] itwaslovetome
Never Let Go by [profile] severina2001
Nightmare (or at drabylon) by [personal profile] moongirl24
No Cure For Cancer by [profile] sparkledark
Not Going Anywhere by [personal profile] besame_bj
Not To Notice by [personal profile] quinn222
Of Consequence and Missed Opportunities by [profile] _kiden
Out of Synch by [personal profile] xhaleslowly
Pain's Hold (or at qaf_drabbles) by [personal profile] etharei
Promises by [personal profile] vamphile
Reconciliation by [profile] twistinside82
Reflection by [personal profile] happier_bunny
Robes and Revelations by [personal profile] rromantic
Sex and Sleep by [profile] negativeerin
Show Me That Smile by [personal profile] noteverything
Side Effects by [profile] sakesushimaki <--NEW
Silent Vigil by frantic-quest
Small Servings by [profile] joesther
So Close by [profile] ellyrianna
So What by [profile] jaded_optimism
Someone To Lean On by [profile] keisha7
Sometimes, Always by [personal profile] alasse (formerly [personal profile] arlad)
Sounds of Silence by [profile] galedreamer
Stirrings by [personal profile] qaffangyrl
Sunshine by [profile] ahaw9913
Susurrus by [personal profile] etharei
Symmetry by [personal profile] silentlywrecked
Ten Turns to Trust by [personal profile] etharei
The Documents by [personal profile] soundczech
The One I Love by [profile] negativeerin
The Mark (or at qaf-challenges) by [personal profile] tigbit
Things That Used To Be by [personal profile] windtossed
Things We Don’t Understand and Are Definitely Not Going to Talk About by [profile] sakesushimaki
Through The Seasons: Hearts and Flowers by [profile] severina2001
Through The Seasons: Sleepy by [profile] severina2001
To Notice by [personal profile] quinn222
Truth Blown Gutter by [profile] tweedygal
Untitled by [profile] mojokitten
Untitled by [profile] oniris
Untitled by [personal profile] qaffangyrl
Untitled by [personal profile] seperis
Untitled by [profile] silent_seas
Untitled by [personal profile] windtossed
Variations on a Theme: Cuddling or Something Like It by [personal profile] jule1122
What You Need / What We Have by [personal profile] xhaleslowly
Wordsworth Series by [personal profile] bigboobedcanuck 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6
Where I'm Needed Most by [profile] severina2001
You’re Only as Old as You Feel by [profile] qafanfic

And my own, cos I can. ;))

The Follow-Through by me


And then I ran out of fic. Woe. WOE, I SAY. Got any I missed? *flirts*
 
 
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[identity profile] suzvoy.livejournal.com on March 16th, 2007 09:16 am (UTC)
Justin loves his one-balled Squishy. Look at that shoulder grip. :((

It's so true :((

This is an awesome list. I think I may just bookmark your LJ so whenever I want a cancer fic read I have all of them, right here.
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on March 16th, 2007 09:23 am (UTC)
It so is. *sobs*

OMG. We just bookmarked together. Will you still respect me in the morning? :">

Did you ever write any cancer fic? I feel like there should be a Suzfic up there. *thinks hard*
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(no subject) - [identity profile] suzvoy.livejournal.com on March 16th, 2007 09:40 am (UTC)
(no subject) - [identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on March 16th, 2007 10:11 am (UTC)
(no subject) - [identity profile] http://users.livejournal.com/malli_/ on March 16th, 2007 09:42 am (UTC)
[identity profile] http://users.livejournal.com/malli_/ on March 16th, 2007 09:16 am (UTC)
you rock. YAY thanks for sharing the cancer fic luv :D
*refills coffee and shamelessly dips her breakfast knife into your nutella YO* ;D

btw, how do you change the name in the lj-user link o_o ?
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on March 16th, 2007 09:36 am (UTC)
OMG MY NUTELLAAAAAAAAAAAAAA HAS BEEN FONDLED!!!

Hee, I use this code (just take out all the * I stuck in and the extra spaces in the h ttp so it would show the actual code and not the username ;) --

<*a href="h ttp://www.livejournal.com/userinfo.bml?user=url_girl"><*img height="17" border="0" src="h ttp://*www.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif" alt="url_girl" align="absmiddle" width="17"><*b><*a title="" href="h ttp://url_girl.livejournal.com/">me, omg

Just change the 3 places "url_girl" appears and "me, omg" to whatever name you want! (I hear it's much easier to do when you use a client, which I don't. ;)
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(no subject) - [identity profile] http://users.livejournal.com/malli_/ on March 16th, 2007 09:39 am (UTC)
(no subject) - [identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on March 16th, 2007 10:07 am (UTC)
[identity profile] paddies.livejournal.com on March 16th, 2007 09:30 am (UTC)
OMG where was I when you wrote your cancer!fic?!! Were we already friended? Was I on vacation? OMG!

Uhm... anyway...I LOVE IT, REEFACE. And I usually don't like cancer-related stuff (too angsty for my whoobie self), but your story is awesome!! ♥

Justin loves his one-balled Squishy. Look at that shoulder grip. :((

OMG that scene makes me cry!! :(( :(( :((
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on March 16th, 2007 10:06 am (UTC)
AWWWW, GIOFACE, THANK YOU, ILU. Image

Hmmn, y'know, this mighta been back when we were still single gals and didn't know the joy of having full time partners. ;) I do remember you reading "Superpowers" and that was a couple weeks after my cancer fic in July 04. (Whoa. We've been married almost 3 years, omg.)

ME TOO. :(( We must get drunk and watch it together. :X
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(no subject) - [identity profile] paddies.livejournal.com on March 16th, 2007 10:19 am (UTC)
(no subject) - [identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on March 16th, 2007 10:27 am (UTC)
(no subject) - [identity profile] paddies.livejournal.com on March 16th, 2007 10:48 am (UTC)
[identity profile] http://users.livejournal.com/_alicesprings/ on March 16th, 2007 10:14 am (UTC)
Oh darling, I just re-read your fic. ♥ ♥ ♥

Justin loves his one-balled Squishy. Look at that shoulder grip. :((

The cancer arc owns me completely. Oh yes.
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on March 16th, 2007 10:31 am (UTC)
Awww, now I know why I got all warm inside - you had your eyes alllll over me. ;) :X

It's the best arc that ever arced, I swear to Gale. :((

*cuddles your chicken soup icon*
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[identity profile] quinn222.livejournal.com on March 16th, 2007 10:41 am (UTC)
Oh treat in store! I love cancer fics and I think there are a couple there I haven't read. As far as any you missed, I wrote a couple:

Not to Notice (http://quinn222.livejournal.com/93503.html) and To Notice (http://quinn222.livejournal.com/107177.html)
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on March 16th, 2007 10:53 am (UTC)
Oh, Quinnface, I so love your writing. I can't believe I didn't have these bookmarked! ♥
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(no subject) - [identity profile] quinn222.livejournal.com on March 16th, 2007 11:54 am (UTC)
[identity profile] shadownyc.livejournal.com on March 16th, 2007 10:43 am (UTC)
I definitely have my rereading set for the day. Thank you! :D
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on March 16th, 2007 10:54 am (UTC)
*hip bump* Sure thang! :D
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[identity profile] friday82.livejournal.com on March 16th, 2007 11:59 am (UTC)
Yay!! Thank you very much for this list!! *adds to memories* :)
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on March 16th, 2007 12:10 pm (UTC)
Welcome! :X
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[identity profile] testdog65.livejournal.com on March 16th, 2007 12:28 pm (UTC)
Adding to memories. I had no idea there were so many cancer!fics. *ships you a case of Nutella* Hope your today’s better than yesterday.

~Ellen
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on March 16th, 2007 12:39 pm (UTC)
Oh, god, the weeks right after that arc aired were GLORIOUS. All this beautiful fic just popping up everywhere. ♥

Mmmm, Nutella! *fondles you*
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[identity profile] hsbfc.livejournal.com on March 16th, 2007 12:30 pm (UTC)
I'll have to bookmark this page. And read all of them this weekend! Thanks so much for the list!
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on March 16th, 2007 12:40 pm (UTC)
Aww, happy reading, hon! :X
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risa7.livejournal.com[identity profile] risa7.livejournal.com on March 16th, 2007 01:45 pm (UTC)
But if you are having a bad day, then reading all about teh love would make you feel better, yes? Okay, it's still kinda freaky :D

This list owns me right now. You are a god, Ree, a god. And there's half a jar of Nutella in the kitchen calling my name.
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on March 19th, 2007 06:53 pm (UTC)
Aww, that's totally it, tho - teh love! >:D<

Mmmm, indulge in both. You know you won't regret it. ;D
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[identity profile] elyxer.livejournal.com on March 16th, 2007 02:35 pm (UTC)
Thanks for the list. I'm putting it in my memories.
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on March 19th, 2007 06:54 pm (UTC)
Sure thang! :D
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[identity profile] herefordroad.livejournal.com on March 16th, 2007 04:07 pm (UTC)
thank you for posting these. i feel the cancer story arc was terribly incomplete in the series and love reading more.
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on March 19th, 2007 06:55 pm (UTC)
Welcome!

Gah, me too. My kingdom for 22 ep seasons again. *sigh*
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[identity profile] turnyourankle.livejournal.com on March 16th, 2007 04:24 pm (UTC)
oh my yay! (that's probably not a very appropriate response to cancer fic is it? oops) perfect timing too, I shall have something to read after I finish boring school stuff, yay!

one you missed: their end may know (http://bigboobedcanuck.livejournal.com/129376.html) :)
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on March 19th, 2007 06:57 pm (UTC)
HEE. I dunno, it's always MY response to cancer fics, too. ;))

That's #1 of the Wordsworth series. :D
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[identity profile] vlredreign.livejournal.com on March 16th, 2007 04:49 pm (UTC)
I friended you, cause you called Brian "Justin's one ball squishy" and made me laugh today in spite of the migraine that's threatening to kill me ded.

And I also am a slut for h/c.

Got a master list of HIV-scare fics? I like those, too.
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on March 21st, 2007 10:39 am (UTC)
Awwwww, hello new friend and fellow slut! ;D But, oh no, migraine. Hope you're feeling better today. I get migraines too and they can be debilitating. :((

Oh, I love those fics too! Sadly, no list. But lemme see what I can do. ;)
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V.[personal profile] aurora on March 16th, 2007 05:42 pm (UTC)
Squishy :(( :((

Nutella :)) :))

(conflicting emotions omg. Also, I totally read angst and h/c when I'm feeling down. It cheers me up.)


And I think there's another cancer snippet here.
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on March 21st, 2007 10:48 am (UTC)
YES! I'm not the only one who does that. :D

ALKDJALKSJ LINKAGE. Thank you so much, I'd completely forgotten about that one. And it's so good, guh.
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[identity profile] mnyclp.livejournal.com on March 16th, 2007 05:43 pm (UTC)
Ohhhhh *humps you* saves to memories!
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on March 21st, 2007 10:48 am (UTC)
OH MY. Hump me again! :">
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[identity profile] harka.livejournal.com on March 16th, 2007 05:54 pm (UTC)
Hello! I found a way here via Suz's LJ.

I think your cancer S4!list is really superb. I believe there are three or even four stories I haven't yet read.

I'll add this post to Memories. May I?
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on March 21st, 2007 10:49 am (UTC)
Oh, of course you can! :D Glad you enjoyed, hon!
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[identity profile] youbetterwiseup.livejournal.com on March 16th, 2007 06:05 pm (UTC)
Thank you for this!!

I'm saving it to memories...my wife will be sooooo excited to see her fic in the list ;)

Owwww...that pic gets to me everytime...:((



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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on March 21st, 2007 10:51 am (UTC)
Aww, welcome!

HEE. She iz famous, omg. ;D

Me too, me too. Oh, our woobies. :((
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[identity profile] leelee2005.livejournal.com on March 16th, 2007 07:00 pm (UTC)
You missed Not Going Anywhere by [livejournal.com profile] besame_bj. I love that fic, too.

Here's the link:http://besame-bj.livejournal.com/1830.html

P.S. Thank you for doing this.♥
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on March 21st, 2007 11:34 am (UTC)
Oh, no, thank YOU! :D
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[identity profile] meimur.livejournal.com on March 16th, 2007 07:12 pm (UTC)
Today was my last day at work, I shall now spend the weekend with some h/c angsty goodness to cheer me up! Thanks for the links!
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on March 21st, 2007 11:34 am (UTC)
Awww, let the h/c work its magic. :X
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[identity profile] quinn222.livejournal.com on March 16th, 2007 10:25 pm (UTC)
Such fun to reread all of these! It reminded me though that when so many cancer fics were being written it really bugged me that fic after fic had Brian going once a week for radiation. Radiation is five days a week for three or four weeks. A minor quibble though and my all time favorite fic, A Trick of The Light is in this list which means I have to read it again :-)
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on March 21st, 2007 11:36 am (UTC)
Oy, yeah, that bugged me too. :\
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[identity profile] tamalinn.livejournal.com on March 16th, 2007 11:52 pm (UTC)
omg it is a veritable orgy of cancer fic woo! i mean, *cough* poor brian-the-one-balled-squishy and justin-the-one-balled-squishy-lover. this must've been so sad for them, yes. :( (WOOCANCERFIC! :D)
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on March 21st, 2007 11:39 am (UTC)
I KNOW RIGHT! CANCERFIC! \:D/ It's obscene how happy they make me.
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[identity profile] my2cats.livejournal.com on March 17th, 2007 01:58 am (UTC)
Thanks for posting all these fiction.I am a whore for h/c stories.I will get comfy this weekend and read.
I loved the cancer arc,but hated that Cowlip didn't show us more.
I just red your story for the first time,wasn't on lj way back when,lol.
I loved it...oh teh love


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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on March 21st, 2007 11:40 am (UTC)
Aww, thanks, you make me blush. :"> And I'm with you, I wanted more of this arc shown. Ah, well. Sigh. Least we have fanfic. ;D
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[identity profile] pbanda.livejournal.com on March 17th, 2007 04:43 am (UTC)
OMG I love you. H/C fic is my absolute favourite kind of fic in the entire fanfic universe. Especially when Brian is the H one. Or Mulder. There was once a site called Muldertorture.com dedicated to H/C X-Files fic. I loved it like woah. There should be one for QAF. Except now we have your list instead! *hugs you till you turn blue, then revives and feeds you chicken soup*
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on March 21st, 2007 11:45 am (UTC)
*gasps for breath between spoonfulls fo chicken soup* AWWWWWWWWWWWWWW! I heart you.

Now I'm sad muldertorture is gone. :(( I never really read any XF fic, but I have a feeling I'd love the h/c stuff. Oh, Mulder. I so crushed on you. ♥

QaF really does need a h/c site. HOW MUCH WOULD THAT ROCK. :D
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[identity profile] juteux.livejournal.com on March 17th, 2007 07:47 am (UTC)
I too am SO h/c's bitch. Usually I'm more of a sucker for traumatized PTSD!Justin but I do so enjoy Brian the Balless Wonder too. Thanks for the links, I hadn't read these in forever. :X:X
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on March 21st, 2007 11:47 am (UTC)
Ohhh, yeah, some traumatized!Justin is good for the soul, too, much like that chicken soup he makes. :X

Welcome. :X
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