07 January 2009 @ 09:06 am
my qaf nostalgia is strong, grasshoppers.  
Unfortunately, my ability to ever finish my huge-ass QaF nostalgia post is not. I think the sheer amount of info I want to put it in (all the memories!) is bogging me down and these last few months have basically been me opening the file and then, y'know, staring dumbly at it before wandering off to make icons. And rather than give up like a dork, I have this diabolical plan to just start posting little "remember when..?" posts at random whenever the mood strikes me. Diabolical, I say!

Mmm, yes. Just so happens I'm in the mood now. Fancy that! And I start with one of my Top 10 QaF Fics Evah:

"M'not good...for you," he panted. "Not good."

"You are good," I said, and he let out a shaky sob. I licked across his cheeks, under his nose, ate his tears and willed him to believe me. "Better than anyone." --Maps and Legends

AKA, the peyote chapter that I read obsessively. Though, really, every chapter in this masterpiece kills me in some way. Remember the "I HATE YOU" scene? I couldn't function properly after that for awhile, so perfect. Two of our best writers, hands down.

Read it here--> Maps and Legends by [livejournal.com profile] blaurosen & [livejournal.com profile] sparkledark

Oh, QaF. Oh, fandom. I heart you. \:D/
 
 
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[identity profile] celeste3028.livejournal.com on January 7th, 2009 05:10 pm (UTC)
Bless you for posting that dear, that fic is not rec'd enough around fandom now.

Remember the "I HATE YOU" scene?

One of the best ever!
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on January 7th, 2009 05:15 pm (UTC)
It really isn't, which makes me sad. It used to be one of the first ones anyone mentioned when recs were asked for.

God, that scene. I just... No words.

*squishes you*
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[identity profile] amelialourdes.livejournal.com on January 7th, 2009 05:12 pm (UTC)
Nostalgia. Wibble.

Oh, Reeface. I heart you.

Maps and Legends and teacher!fic FTW.
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on January 7th, 2009 05:18 pm (UTC)
I'm so drawing a heart about you and me and nostalgia, you have no idea. We're the next OT3. ;D

OMG, teacher!fic afdlasj. YES.
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(no subject) - [identity profile] amelialourdes.livejournal.com on January 7th, 2009 06:20 pm (UTC)
[identity profile] amelialourdes.livejournal.com on January 7th, 2009 05:15 pm (UTC)
Oh and remember when sparkledark was Rachel? Me too. She wrote a really great 308 gapfiller that's so much love.

Now that you bring this up and in our several dozen e-mails, I just realized that I need to be comparing notes with you. No doubt I am leaving something out. :|
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on January 7th, 2009 05:24 pm (UTC)
I so do, hee. [livejournal.com profile] rachelanton, wasn't it? OMG, deleted and purged. So sad. I remember being megaconfused for ages when she changed it, cos, y'know, I have memory like lint when it comes to folks changing their usernames. I get all startled when they pop up on my flist. "OMG WHO ARE YOU?" Heh.

Aw, anytime, sweets. Though it's likely you remember a lot more than I do!
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(no subject) - [identity profile] amelialourdes.livejournal.com on January 7th, 2009 06:21 pm (UTC)
(no subject) - [identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on January 7th, 2009 06:27 pm (UTC)
[identity profile] suzvoy.livejournal.com on January 7th, 2009 05:17 pm (UTC)
Totally OT, but you MUST see this RIGHT AWAY:

http://community.livejournal.com/luke_noah/460572.html

...omg, new layout?
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on January 7th, 2009 05:30 pm (UTC)
*laughing so hard that I start embarrasing snorts* That is beyond priceless! "There's still time to come over to our side!" alkdfjaslj. Thank you for making me lol-snort, Suzy-Q. ;D

Finally, after something like 4 years. ;D I'm not sure if I like it yet. Nothing is where I'm used to it being. *pokes*
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[identity profile] scatterheart.livejournal.com on January 7th, 2009 05:33 pm (UTC)
Oh god, I read that fic (and that scene!) so many times. SO PAINFUL. *clutches heart*

Also, damn you. Somehow I never felt the urge to re-visit QaF fandom after it faded out, but now I NEED to re-read this when I get home and I'm worried that it won't live up to my memories.
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on January 7th, 2009 05:45 pm (UTC)
SO PAINFUL. In that sweet *sobs* ... *okay, must read again rightthisminute* way. <3

Do not worry, sugarpants. Trust me. The QaF mojo is strong in this one. :X
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[identity profile] lemonbargirl.livejournal.com on January 7th, 2009 05:49 pm (UTC)
I'll put the fic on my 'must-read-list' asap. ;)
New layout? How come?
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on January 7th, 2009 05:54 pm (UTC)
OMG. I hope you love. :X

I got sick of my old one all of a sudden this week after years and was all MUST CHANGE NOW. So I did. True story. ;)
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[identity profile] darksylvia.livejournal.com on January 7th, 2009 06:00 pm (UTC)
Aww, I WANT to read your huge-ass QaF post of doom.
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on January 7th, 2009 07:06 pm (UTC)
AWWW, sweets. I just wish my brain would cooperate. ;)
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[identity profile] pbanda.livejournal.com on January 7th, 2009 06:13 pm (UTC)
Eeee!!! I like random little bursts of QAF nostalgia!!! VERY MUCH!!! And I have never read that fic. *smooches you and bookmarks for later*
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on January 7th, 2009 07:48 pm (UTC)
*high fives* We can squee and sadface together all over again. Oh, fandom. :D

OMG, you must read. So good. :X
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[identity profile] pinkpapyrus.livejournal.com on January 7th, 2009 06:15 pm (UTC)
You know, I don't think I ever read that one.

!

I had it bookmarked, and I never got around to reading it. Time to make good use of my break! *VENTURES FORTH*

(From QaF to Japanese boy bands and back again. Hehe! ♥)
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on January 7th, 2009 07:50 pm (UTC)
OMG, my darling girl! You commenting is totally making my nostalgia day, y'know. *clings*

Also, I promise you won't regret reading it. I'm pretty certain it could result in world peace and end hunger. It's that good. ;)

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(no subject) - [identity profile] pinkpapyrus.livejournal.com on January 7th, 2009 08:01 pm (UTC)
(no subject) - [identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on January 7th, 2009 08:29 pm (UTC)
(no subject) - [identity profile] pinkpapyrus.livejournal.com on January 7th, 2009 08:32 pm (UTC)
(no subject) - [identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on January 11th, 2009 01:23 pm (UTC)
[identity profile] passionofmind.livejournal.com on January 7th, 2009 06:39 pm (UTC)
This post could not have come at a better time. I've been feeling the QAF nostalgia and just started a massive series rewatch.

Yay B/J fic!! :)
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on January 7th, 2009 07:51 pm (UTC)
*high-five* Great minds and all. :D
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[identity profile] buzziecat.livejournal.com on January 7th, 2009 06:47 pm (UTC)
I'll definitely try Maps and Legends. Quick peek - looked good and well written. Can't get in to sparkledark - locked.
Thanks.
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on January 7th, 2009 07:53 pm (UTC)
So well-written!

Yup, she locked her new journal down, but no worries since the fic wasn't ever on her LJ, but went directly to their website. Thank goodness!
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[identity profile] wake-upsunshine.livejournal.com on January 7th, 2009 07:21 pm (UTC)
Ok I didn't even know about this fic, but I'm so going to read it :D
Oh and I know what you mean!! I've been meaning to post something like that... I was planning to do it after I had seen 513 but I just couldn't. I still can't, I'm not strong enough. It would really mean it's over and to me QAF will never be over, as long as the fandom is active <3 *sigh* This fandom is wonderful, isn't it?
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on January 7th, 2009 07:56 pm (UTC)
Yay! The more who read it, the more folks I have to squee with about it. ;D

I know what you mean. :( It took me so long to watch 513, longer still to post I'd watched it... I never did get around to talking about that ep in an actual post. Hurt too much. :(

Best fandom evah! :D
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Ayesakara[identity profile] ayesakara.livejournal.com on January 7th, 2009 08:09 pm (UTC)
Those two scenes are my absolutely favorites. LOVE THEM!

OMG, you changed your layout. What happened to all the DO REE ME stuff on top? When did you change your layout? OMG, I never even got a chance to do a Print Screen of that. *sniffles*
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on January 7th, 2009 08:39 pm (UTC)
I love that fic, guh.

I did, early this morning! I'm so not used to it yet, heh. I got tired of the last one finally (after 4 yrs!). But, yeah. Now all the links are along the left side. Same titles, tho! So "Do Ree Me" is still there. That's too me to get rid of, y'know? :D

Also, I happened to printscreen for my own records, if you're interested. ;)

Image (http://img522.imageshack.us/my.php?image=urlgirlljjan08ub8.jpg)
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(no subject) - [identity profile] ayesakara.livejournal.com on January 8th, 2009 06:54 am (UTC)
[identity profile] mirror-mirror.livejournal.com on January 7th, 2009 08:12 pm (UTC)
NNGH YES THAT STORY. ♥
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on January 7th, 2009 08:41 pm (UTC)
IT CHANGED MY LIFE. NO LIE.
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V.[personal profile] aurora on January 7th, 2009 08:12 pm (UTC)
sdfklsqdjfklqsdjfklqsdjfjqf Maps and Legends!!

I haven't read QAF fic in years, but this post made we want to reread the peyote!chapter. Oh man, we had some fantastic stories. And some fantastic people. *hearts you*


Now I have to dig up teacher!fic.
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on January 10th, 2009 01:43 pm (UTC)
Aww, thank goodness for QaF hooking us up. :X

Go, read!
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[identity profile] friday82.livejournal.com on January 7th, 2009 08:28 pm (UTC)
I'm quite sure I love your diabolical plan.:D

And I adore "Maps and Legends". It was one of the first fics I read and it's still my favorite. I think by now I have read it so many times that I almost know it by heart...:) The "I hate you" scene really is perfect.
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on January 10th, 2009 01:45 pm (UTC)
That's cos we're diabolical twins, dontchaknow.

That fic was huuuuge in my fandom life. So, so good. <3
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[identity profile] critic75.livejournal.com on January 7th, 2009 08:32 pm (UTC)
I'm so pleased to find others who have read this "absolutely best fic ever written," the one that hooked me on fan fiction, the first I ever printed, to re-read at leisure. Each chapter a marvel. I adored them all, and have read them a jillion times (except for "Sick Kitties.")
My favorites were when they were stoned in the desert, and when they were in the red-neck restaurant.
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on January 10th, 2009 01:48 pm (UTC)
Aww, it took your fanfic cherry! It really is one of the best to do that. Perfectly written and just... guh. OMG, Justin and the mechanical = OTP. :D :D :D
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(no subject) - [identity profile] critic75.livejournal.com on January 10th, 2009 05:46 pm (UTC)
[identity profile] nolyana.livejournal.com on January 7th, 2009 08:43 pm (UTC)
OMG, WOMAN!!! You trying to kill me?

Remember the "I HATE YOU" scene?

DO I? God, the love.
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on January 10th, 2009 01:50 pm (UTC)
You trying to kill me?

ONLY WITH LOVE, ANGEL, ONLY WITH LOOOVE.

The I HATE YOU scene made me tear up the first (and following 23849237891) time I read it. :(((
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[identity profile] bigj52.livejournal.com on January 7th, 2009 10:35 pm (UTC)
I remember reading this not so long ago. It was recced by the wonderful Grover and I loved every chapter. So funny and heart wrenching and all that other great stuff rolled into one story. One of the things among many that stood out for me was their visit to Las Vegas. Justin's description of the casino and its' occupants was spot on. Having been there in 2007 and not seeing the appeal in gambling I totally agreed with his thoughts. Brian losing all their money in a drunken stupor was kinda sad. Great stuff!!!
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on January 10th, 2009 01:52 pm (UTC)
GUH YES! It's the perfect combo of everything I love in a fic. Those Vegas scenes were heartwrenching.
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[identity profile] theleapingmuse.livejournal.com on January 7th, 2009 10:53 pm (UTC)
I miss QaF :(
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[identity profile] sexy-pumpkin.livejournal.com on January 8th, 2009 08:30 am (UTC)
So do I :(

Hugs together tightly, & I always will, its in my heart,,,later Jx
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(no subject) - [identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on January 10th, 2009 01:53 pm (UTC)
[identity profile] sexy-pumpkin.livejournal.com on January 8th, 2009 08:28 am (UTC)
I read that fic on the plane flying to NYC 2 yrs ago.

I cried like a baby, & the "I Hate You scene" just kills me, but in the best possible way. Ive read over 2000 fics I reckon, but I still have my top#10 favs, & mostly are old fics, I do love the new stuff as well, just as passionate, it still amazes me 2 guys & a TV show, brought us all here.

Thanks for this, I was late to the party, I never even knew FANDOM exsisted :) I Googled Gale Harold & look where I ended up, amazing!! just the best thing ever, I'd never even been on a PC before, but I missed them, hated 513 & thought "I wonder if anyone esle feels like me", ,,like Duh!!

So glad lots of people felt like me, I still miss them every day, think of QaF or B&J or Gale, every freakin day. Truly I worry about me sometimes :D but I can;t stop. & now with our darling Gale recovering & hopefully seeing him soon, I never will.

Love to you,,all the best for 09, for ALL of us,& for Gale,,love ya Jx
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on January 10th, 2009 01:57 pm (UTC)
I totally hear ya on that. Most (but not all, of course) of my faves are from the original folks, too. If I had one wish, I'd drag all the old fans back and make 'em fic and write awesome beta every day. I'm greedy like that. ;)

Ohmigosh, thank goodness Google brought you to us! How appropriate that QaF took your fic/fandom/computer virginity, hee! Love you muchly, darling. :X
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[identity profile] pixiebullets.livejournal.com on January 8th, 2009 08:52 am (UTC)
OMG REE. I haven't read any QAF fics for more than 3 months now and recently I've been all, I MISS QAF I WANT TO RE-WATCH IT AND RE-READ ALL THE GOOD FICS ALL OVER AGAIN and you posted this! Just what I needed, ok? I'm gonna go read it now! <33333333333
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on January 10th, 2009 01:57 pm (UTC)
OMG MY WORK HERE IS DONE MUAHAHAHAHA.
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[identity profile] locaporgale-01.livejournal.com on January 8th, 2009 04:04 pm (UTC)
I've read several fics,even when I wasn't a big fan of them,but I gotta say it,this was really,really good,I read it all last night and I'm very,very please that you post that link,thank you.
Best part? definitely Brian and Justin smoking and laying in the desert.
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on January 10th, 2009 03:46 pm (UTC)
*happy sigh* It really is lovely, isn't it?
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(no subject) - [identity profile] locaporgale-01.livejournal.com on January 11th, 2009 04:18 pm (UTC)
(no subject) - [identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on January 15th, 2009 08:35 pm (UTC)
[identity profile] turnyourankle.livejournal.com on January 8th, 2009 10:48 pm (UTC)
that fic makes my eyes go all ♥_____♥. I really need to go over all my bookmarked QAF fics. I MISS IT ALL SO.
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on January 10th, 2009 03:47 pm (UTC)
Such warm fuzzies, omg. :X
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[identity profile] revid.livejournal.com on January 11th, 2009 12:51 am (UTC)
I'm new-ish to the fandom, so I love getting introduced to the classic fic. That was truly wonderful.

As a side note, that website has a hit counter on it. For the last 20 days it had gotten an average of 4 or 5 hits a day. On 7 Jan it got 129! Nice work. :-)

http://extremetracking.com/open;unique?login=blaurose
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[identity profile] url-girl.livejournal.com on January 11th, 2009 01:23 pm (UTC)
ALKFALKJ. That's so awesome. Oh, fandom! :X :X :X Thank you so much for finding that!
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